happy bunny life....

wasteless...

A gift...  Sumtimes i wonder why ive being bless with a certain people at certain length of time and it's gone when i didnt even notice it... i noe it's a precious present.. but izzit fair to feel the pain thru it.. izzit fair? i tot i am the luckiest person on earth.. but before i stop thinking of it... i had lost it... i noe life is not easy.. and i noe thats how the world rolls.. but i insist to believe... the pain i leave for a moment... bugging me for the rest of my life... and .....   THANK YOU...

NO OPTION

talk to d gurls this morning.. i found dat i have no option... scarry kan??? it's okayy... at least i noe the truth... jeopardizing myself for d sake of myself.. isnt that worthwhile? erm.. juz analyzing myself within 4 years time.. when i have to make a move ... for d BIG TIME... well... still improvising myself.. nuthing much... try to put things on track.. despites i slipped away from it.. n inner enery very helpfull... well..

DISREGARD

have u ever to think about DISREGARD??? diz word appears to my mind... when i heard my aunt admitted to hospital.. person whom promise to cook my fav foods soon.. Pray for her wellness.. hope miracle happens... even i'd being told that she's in d critical condition.. dr. determine that she's in d state of brain dead... still in ICU.... 

undeniable...

holding the time..

will not bring you to me..

time will winds up..

but your soul will always here with me..

treasuring the intense emotions..

vicious feeling prevails everything..

sooner reality will leads...

encounter the lore...

evil pain conquers the bosom..

sorry...

sunny is not here with me..

Nadhira Joha

March 27, 2008

Him...

MEN.. are the most complicated creatures that i ever deal with.. sumtimes i dun understand what actually they want.. never had enough.. what else they want?? i actually dissapointed to c sum of them not matured n make thngs complicated.. i just un understand..

All good thngs come to an end..

u can ask sum1 to do smthng.. but u cant afford to force ppl to do it.. i guess it's fated.. but im cool now.. i guess im not in hurry.. im not in a state where i really needed it..

so Missing them

i do miss my family a Lot.... alot like hell.. my only ayah, mama and kakak.. i tried to call my mum  few times but she's not at home.. feeling so bad.. mama i miss u.. sob.. sob